The star u gave me..
Monday, May 10, 2010
sun set at 8:34 PM



I've been wanting to post this since 7.15 in the morning, and i already thought of how it starts: "The mood of my day has already been decided even before i woke up...."

I had a very bad dream. =(
Nightmare : a terrifying dream in which the dreamer experiences feelings of helplessness, extreme anxiety, sorrow.
So yes, i'm having a nightmare. I dreamt about losing. The feeling stayed all the way with me even as i walk to work.
The normal kind of heart beat goes: thump-thump, thump-thump.
The kind when you afraid/angry/excited goes: thump-thump-thump-thump.
The one i felt was: thump
And i couldnt feel the other beat coming.

I'm not proud of it.