sun set at 10:05 PM

The last time i read throught all the previous post in my blog, i told myself that i should change my style of writing the blog. I should write interesting things, quirky things that happen in my everyday life. That would make my blog interesting. However if i do that i think i would not continue blogging till now. i Really cant be bothered with the everyday stuff. Hais. i live it i leave it. The reason why i continue to blog because this is the place for me to "rant". To say things i dont want ppl to listen to or i think they dun like to listen to. Moreover writing has always been the thing for me. I connect better through words written than words spoken.
I am not a sad person. Even though i'm sure you think i am if u had read through my blog. I have people that i love, peope that love me. I have many nice people surrounding me. And I'm grateful for lots and lots of things. Small things. Things that make me feel that life is okay. Its not fantastic, but its not bad.
So why am i writing all this? I dunno...hahaha..because i have a big heart but a tiny brain? Hmmm..still think my blog name is damn cool.
Art is music and words. Something that shows you something from a different and beautiful kind of way.

Written in the cat’s diary
Is the number of times it took a nap

Written in the galaxy’s diary
Is the number of stars that have met

Written in the clock’s diary
Is the number of times a dear person gazed at it

If that’s so, written in my lips’ diary
Is the number of times they called your name

sun set at 12:26 AM

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
Mustn't let them see me cry.

I'm fine.
I'm fine.

I'm too tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe.
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.

I try,

But its to hard to believe.

I try,

But I can't see what you see.

I try.
I try.
I try.

I want to change. Hollow Delusions.

sun set at 8:37 PM

I missed being sure of what i was doing.

sun set at 12:00 AM

Standing in the midst of the whirlpool.

Seeing events twirling. Seeing people moving.

What am i doing here? Standing.

Just a single step forward. Just by reaching my hands out.

I'll be taken into it. I'm sure of it.

And yet, here I still am.

Consumed by the whirlpool from my mind.

sun set at 4:20 PM

Welcome to my life =]

sun set at 1:28 AM

You can never lie to your heart.

If you are feeling sad/lonely/in love, your heart knows it. No matter what else you say.

sun set at 10:21 PM

Always found it easier to understand things through words than anything else

sun set at 1:26 PM

diarrhea or food poisoning?