Sunday, January 17, 2010
People dont like being with loners.
Therefore, when feeling lonely. Be alone.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Everyone i like the best were there. They were all smiling. Even though that was all. It was enough.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Guilt is a response to violating someone else's value
Shame is a responseto violating one's own.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
i just want me and the night sky
Monday, January 11, 2010
clique : a small, exclusive group of people
Our group is DEFINITELY not exclusive.
We do not exclude people from our group. You refuse to include yourself.
If we can tahan jun wei...who else can we not accept. (oops)
Standard human-to-human interactions apply :
Pang sehs are tolerated, but too many times will piss us off.
It is okay if you sit together wif us and just listen. You dun have to contribute jokes, gossips or secret to feel "involved". Laughing at our stupidity is sufficient.
Majority wins. Everyone wants to do different things, we try to satisfy everyone. But if its not
possible we go with the majority. Even if its not to some of our likings..just go...cus you get to
spend time with friends.
People have responsibilities. We understand if u cant come for outings. We do not bear grudges.
Stupidity is welcomed...i mean tolerated.
i dun like people calling our group clique. i seriously feel that we are not a clique. we are a group of people who enjoy spending time wif each other immensely. i understand if people like being in a clique. i can try to understand if people refer us to a clique. but my point of view is tt we are NOT a clique.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
They are still the only ones that can make me cry just by talking to me.
I live for their approval
Avoid what they disapprove.
And all their comments cut straight through my heart.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
I can be free
I can be free from this place
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains
Saturday, January 2, 2010
For once...i think my heart is wrong...and i dont wish to follow it...
Friday, January 1, 2010
Life is a very special thing. It is the epitome of our existence..do i need to say more.
I have been thinking alot. Actually i've been thinking for 20years. Through my own experience. I'm not a particularly blessed or cursed person. I'm normal..as in I'm born normal. Normal looks. Normal body. Normal intelligence. Normal luck. I grew out up and became different...but tt's not the point. I was thinking why can life be so special but we're stuck in this world. Yes. I dun think there is anything wrong with our life. There is just something wrong with this world. The WORLD makes our LIFE messed up. Seriously, i want to change the world so much. But i realised that even if i can and did change the world, it will still go back to being messed up when i'm gone. It is really very sad. I'm starting to have evil thoughts like just blowing up the world. We dont it if its going to become more messed up.
Yet i dont deny that there are people trying to help. The people who make us smile and believe that the world is not as bad as it is. Yet...the world is like a face. It has beautiful eyes, but the face is ugly. You get what i mean? Who the hell will notice the beautiful eyes on an ugly face. It just take 1 stupid inconsiderate heartless asshole to spoil years of our life.
Maybe i do. Maybe more people do. So i told myself. To protect the people who contribute to the "beautiful eyes". Protect their happiness. So that they dont have to see the world through my eyes. I want to make them feel like the world is amazing as life. I want them to be happy. Cross my heart and hope to die.
