sun set at 11:35 PM

No man can lead a perfect life. Not even me.

sun set at 10:29 PM

Why do i need to tell you what i did today?
Why would you wanna know if i've gone done for a run, an exercise?
Why would you wanna know if i carry at least 800-1000kg of goods up and down everyday?
Why would you wanna know if i cut myself? had flu, cough, sore throat, fever today?
Why would you wanna know where i've gone out today? With who? Do what?
Why wouldnt i let you know?

No...cus these things...you dont have to know.

I just wanna let you know when i'm feeling down. So that you could comfort me.
I just wanna let you know when i'm feeling lonely. So that you could keep me company.
I just wanna let you know when i'm feeling angry. So that you could calm me down.
I just wanna let you know when i'm feeling happy. So that you could share my joy.
I just wanna let you know when i'm feeling excited. So that you could share my suspense.

Apparently what i want you to know is what you dun wanna know and what you want to know is something i think you dun need know.

sun set at 11:46 PM

I just wish you would love me abit more. Not love love. Just.....more care. Like i wish you could talk about stuff that i could relate to. That you wouldnt shut me out from the conversation. I wish you could have cared more on what i'm feeling. That you should look at the finer details of what i'm doing. That you should ask what other ppl would have done. Ya ya ya...everything is just 1 wish away...

I've finally said it. I hate being sad. I wanna be HAPPY!

sun set at 11:30 PM

We are worlds apart...to be able to be friends...is already a miracle.

Sad. Cus i can never fit into your world. u can never fit into mine.

sun set at 8:09 AM

At least when i'm feeling sad, i have the desire to be happy..instead of wallowing in self-pity. Major Improvements.

sun set at 9:56 PM

I wasnt lying.
I wasnt telling the truth either.
I was just running away.

sun set at 9:15 PM

Went to re-read my whole blog..from 2007. LoL. How should i say...its opened a floddgate of emotions. Trying my best to learn from my mistakes and move on. =) At least my future looks bright.