i think its not me tt i hate...its my heart...its the most selfish thing i've ever seen...especially when it concerns bout my feelings...it never understands logic...there r times when it shldnt be sad(when my fren have somethin on n couldnt accompany me...hey its fair rite..my fren is busy!)...it just wanna stay sad...when it should be sad (someone fell on the floor)..it feels like laughing (damn evil) ...unlike my brain which is always reasonable and logical (intelligence/stupidity is another matter altogether..but we wun touch on tt)...whenever u ask a qns and get a lame ans in reply...its my heart...really...my brain noes the ans...just tt my heart doesnt wanna tell you...LoL...its like a child...pure...always reaching out to others...cheers up easily...get hurts easily...likes to play prank on ppl...never mean any harm...my brain is the skeptic...always thinking too deep bout things...held by morals, logic and experience...if someone praise me or somethin...my heart will go strutting around and shouting "I'm the best! I'm the best!"...while my brain(the adult) will reprimand me and say "give an earnest smile and say thk u"...if i'm feeling sad..it'll feel like jumping to bed and cry my heart out...while my brain will say "a grown man crying? OH PU-LEASE"...everyday i hear the whinning of my heart and the nagging of my brain...over every single matter...like...wat time shld i reach the place? heart: go early man! brain: are you stupid or what? they're gonna be late! so be late! heart: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! cus I say so...etc etc...well...for me...it was always easy to say out what i think...and write out how i feel...tt's y whenever i wanna express my heartfelt feelings...i sms or msn or blog...LoL...