The star u gave me..
Friday, December 7, 2007
sun set at 4:26 AM

the streets of 4 am

Hey...just got home from prom..hahas...will upload the details n photos tml...for now...just wanna pen down my thoughts...while walking home...i felt so lonely...just like the empty streets...i cannot believe it...jc life..is over....i really felt lost n alone...for 2 yrs...i have seen all of u 5 times a week...n everytime i see all of u..it is at least for 7 hrs...i cannot believe tt there will be no more lectures...no more tutorial...no more taekwondo...for my class...i can no longer hear all ur laughters often anymore...wun be able to share my happiness...witty coments..n lame jokes...for the rest of my frens in mj who r just as endearing to me...a simple wave..a smile..a "hi"...all these things tt have allowed me to get through the day....r no more...i m really afraid to step into the new future where all of these things cannot exist anymore...i dare not step into the future without all of u...but this is life...i will move on..i can only move on..no matter how much i hope time will just stay still...but i'll miss all of u so...so very much....pls stay wif me...i'll do all the best i can to keep all of u by my side...to hold regular meetings...to chat once in a while...but i beg all of u...all of my mj frens...all the guys n gals of 06s211 who have become like a family to me...pls stay wif me...